I will say that my back is hurting quite a bit today and I know its just a part of the healing process but right now the pain I could most certainly live without. I had physical therapy this morning which was nice and all but I always feel like when I am in more pain after than I was before.
Today I am also feeling happier because of other things, I am happy with my new car and somehow life keeps putting me in line with people and opportunities that prove to be quite useful along my life journey towards my goals.
I am learning to finally believe that I can achieve said goals. I am not sure what it is about me but even though I set goals for myself -- what we all would commonly call New Years Resolutions at this time of year -- for some reason or another I find myself doubting somewhere in the back of my mind that these things will actually happen. That maybe I should stop dreaming and get real.
But what good ever came of "getting real". Without dreams and letting an imagination grow wild much of what we have today, including the computer I use to type and publish this, would not exist. So what would be the point of "getting real"? None, from my view.
Reality, at least the one that exists outside and around the reality one creates for themself, can be a bit boring and tedious to live through in my opinion.
I prefer dreaming and day dreaming, and I've noticed as I do more and more of that and create my own reality that some other things tend to come together for me. The key is to shut out some of the messaging we all get bombarded with via media, social media, internet, memes, family, friends, lovers, etc. Shut out all of that, quiet your own thoughts as many of them are simple paradigms we have picked up from all those outside influences and can, in some cases, prove to be detrimental to our growth, and simply listen to guidance that is driven by your heart.
Your heart will help you to follow your instincts, instincts that could be come clouded or doubted because of messages received from the mind that you should question it.
At this point I am pretty much rambling, but its my blog page, I can do with it what I like.
So I guess, in a way, this little dragged out moment of communication, was really just me giving myself permission to keep day dreaming away because it's what feels right and what keeps making this life work for me.
The only thing I have left to say is to take a moment and shift into an attitude of gratitude. I am thankful for my dreams, I am thankful for the new people I have met lately, I am thankful for all the people I have had in my life thus far because all of them taught me something and helped me to grow. I am thankful to my family for loving and supporting me. I accept life as it unfolds knowing that it brings me that much closer to the fruition of all that I dream, hope, and pray for. I am even thankful for my pain, it helps me to know I am still alive and I can still feel. I am thankful to be me, I am thankful to be alive! Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!!!
That's all I have for today.
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